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You had been ignoring your friend for almost 2 weeks now. Normally you wouldn’t take such drastic actions, especially since you knew how much it bothered him, but he had crossed the line with his last stunt. Kouha had been practicing combat with you in the outdoor practice arena, and although he had the advantage of being a dungeon capturer, you were able to keep him somewhat evenly matched. Even pressing him back at times, it seemed you were getting better with him to spar against. You felt proud of your ability to keep him on his toes. Things were going well, until his older brother Kouen came out, and began watching the match betwe

♞ "Blaming yourself comes easy when you're the only one to blame." - It didn't feel right. The white sheets seemed emptier when he wasn't around. The feeling (Name) got when she let her hand fall beside her just to meet the vacant space on her bed grew more unbearable each time she did it. It was as if she truly believed that next time her hand searched for him beside her, maybe he would actually be lying there as he once did, with his styled hair in a disheveled state and his eyes shut tight. Her favorite time of day was the morning. It wasn't hard to understand why, for each time she woke she was met with a tired smile from her cl

[Oikawa Tooru x Genderneutral! Reader] WARNING: None ≈ 500 Words --- Sometimes I hate myself for still waiting for you. ---         Weeks turned into months, yet still no sign of him looking back. Your flame of hope would often sputter out, the feeling of despair dragging you down yet again.         But it would always be fanned back to life by the smallest of glances, rekindled by a brush against the shoulder or the locking of eyes in the hallways. Each time you would feel that rush of electricity pass between the two of you.         Then it was gone.         By this time he had found another, then left them in the dust just as

Trigger warning for potential eating disorders and warped self image ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You loved your boyfriend, you really did. But when you stood beside him you just felt so...insecure. He had an entire mob of fans that just adored his every move and breath. His skin was flawless and smooth and he never had a single hair out of place of his signature flared hair style. You knew he cared for you. He had to, right? After all, out of the beautiful girls who surrounded him nearly night and day, he chose you. He showed you mass amounts of affection, a shouted flirt from the hallway, a series o

Oikawa Tooru x Reader - EVENING ROUTINE Since a month ago, that we moved together with Tooru. After his hard training he came home so tired, so he just eats, then has a shower, then goes to bed so early. Of course, before bed, he always give me million kisses and hugs, and he always able to yawn into my face. Since he always go to bed early, before than me, i switch to be more quieter, so he can rest. And after my shower, i go to bed, he grabs me and he pulls me to himself and hug me like he never wants to let me go. "Did i wake you up?" "Nope" he murmured, "I just waited you, dear." "Yo

Alexithymia (n.) the inability to express your feelings He knew he didn't feel the same. He didn't pay attention to his fans when they were crowding him. His gaze was only on one person. And that was you. Oikawa just looked at you from afar, and didn't tell anyone what he felt. His best friend, Iwaizumi knew what was up, however. He noticed it ever since the start. Every time you were in his line of sight, Oikawa would just stare at you as if an angel came down from heaven. And that's what you were to him. An angel. No one really noticed your beauty though, which was an advantage for him. He had no one to compete with for your affectio